The Lost

Thursday, 11.44 pm was the day that our family lost our beloved grandma. She had peacefully left to meet her Creator surrounded by her husband and beloved children at Hospital Serdang. I have written in some of my previous posts, that she fell and broke her femur bone. And since then, her condition kept worsening.

But to me, that's the best path that Allah had paved for her. Had she survived, she would be bedridden until we don't know when. Her children was given the opportunity to take care of her until her last breath.And her final journey on this earth was escorted by all family members. I even got the opportunity to bathe her last bath. Her burial was accompanied by a perfect weather, in the Holy month of Syaaban and holy day of Friday. Alhamdullilah.

The sadness, of course is something that we all can't avoided. But all of us 'Redha' with her passing. This may be a bit harder for my grandfather, her life partner for more than 50 years. I pray that she will be blessed and be in the position among great syuhada'.

Al-Fatihah to my dearest Tok.

Kelahiran Yang Dinanti

Susah rupanya nak menang Ipad2 ni..


Tak pe..kiter try..kiter try..

Kalau diikutkan kelahiran ni memang boleh ditafsirkan dalam banyak konteks. Tapi bagi saya, memang tak nampak lain dah selain dari kelahiran anak-anak saya, yang pada saya sangat 'significant'. Memang tak nampak kreatif, tapi lebih kepada luahan jiwa dan perasaan saya.

Kepada yang pernah membaca blog saya,..(chewah..macam la ramai sangat)..mesti perasan ticker wedding anniversary dan ticker umur anak-anak saya..ada beza dalam lebih kurang 5 tahun di situ. Ya, kami suami isteri diuji oleh Allah Taa'la dengan kesusahan mendapat zuriat di awal perkahwinan. Sememangnya Allah Maha Mengetahui dan kami tahu memang ada hikmah di sebalik ujian ini.

Jika diingat kembali perjalanan dan usaha-usaha yang telah kami lalui memang kalau boleh saya dan suami tidak mahu mengalaminya kembali. Saya ada tuliskan kisah-kisah itu di sini. Tapi dengan lahirnya anak-anak saya sekarang, 5 tahun penantian itu bagaikan terhapus begitu sahaja. Dahulu, rumah kami sentiasa teratur, bersih dan sunyi. Tapi kini bertambah serinya dengan gajet dan permainan kanak-kanak, riuh dengan tangisan dan gelak tawa. My life is now complete.

Dahulu, berjalan berdua, berpegangan tangan

Kini jalan berempat, seorang anak di setiap tangan

Anugerah Terindah Mummy dan Daddy

Sesungguhnya kami berdua bersyukur dengan pemberian dari Allah ini.Amin.

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Emergency Lane

I don't know about you all, but I 'honor' the name of this one lane--emergency lane.

Meaning, no matter how bad the traffic can be, I will never use this lane. That's why, I'm so pi55ed off with drivers who used this lane for their own sake. Especially to big vehicles like lorries, buses, cranes and etc. The lane is not that big and with those big vehicle they will tend to squeeze themselves and take up other drivers' lane. So uncivilized!!

And another thing, in my usual route, ambulance can be a common sight. And when the emergency lane was occupied, the ambulance had no way but to move very slowly. This has happened a few times, and we had to make our way for the ambulance to go through. (That thing too, ada org ambik kesempatan to follow the ambulance!!). Oh dear, what if someone's life was hanging by the thread and you are the cause of their death.

Pelikla kan..we Malaysian drivers when we go to other countries we can strictly be civilized but in our own land, not!

Naqib Turns 10 Months

Yesterday, Naqib turns 10 months! Alhamdullilah...in 2 months time my baby will be a toddler!

Mummy's boy

As of today, he already can crawl all on his fours, but he still prefer to do combat crawl when he wanted to move faster, i.e chasing Mummy to the kitchen, back and fro. And he also managed to pull himself up too and started to climb and stand!

He is very much a mummy's boy..hehehe..thus there is still the separation anxiety phase. Despite his small frame, Alhamdulilah he got one big appetite. He also babbles a lot, which is so cute!

The Black Kitty

Last two days, I ACCIDENTALLY ran over a kitten..huwaaaa...i felt guitly on the first degree...yg lebih sadis..I wasn't aware of it. Until my neighbor's maid came over and told me there's a dead kitten under my car, near the back tyre.! Seriously the garage was all clear when I parked our car.

And this morning, my son said ' Mummy macam cat mati'...uwaaa...the cat was black and I'm wearing black today..

And because of that, whenever I came across animal debris on the road, I kept thinking about that poor kitten. BTW, hubby had safely tanam the kitten. May its soul rest in peace..