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Friday, January 27, 2006

Downright Moody...



No..its nothing to do with Mad-Eye Moody in the Harry Potter, GOF..its me..my mood temperature suddenly splash down...like this cat the here..

Why??

In the midst of doing my work this morning I received new regarding my cousin being pregnant again! Yeah pregnant again..for the third time..which means..three years in a row she got pregnant..!..I know this news should be welcomed with happiness...but for me..its down right frustrating news..I'm still waiting to be pregnant..(sigh..).

I know, as Muslim this is what Allah has destined to be...Qada and Qadar..yeah..it looks my Iman is not strong enough to go through all this. I often wonder why me? Why can't I be like the others who already have children? Even at least give me a chance to feel how to be pregnant and have a child on my own..PLease Allah,please hear your humble servant doa' ..please..

I should stop now....no more whining abt my fate..should be thankful with what life has to offer at this point of time..

Gong Xi Fa Cai long holidays...

Its almost end of January! How time truly..ever truly flies! Next week I'll be having a long holiday..yeay!!! ..its feels weird though..you just started out a new years' work..now its time for the long holidays as if it is already end of the year.

Talking abt CNY, I always looking forward to the sales from shopping complexes...hehehe..but when I was in primary school, all I could remember were...'kuih bakul's, mandarin oranges, hampers ( and they are lots I tell you!), 'kuih sepit' ( I like it!) and not to forget angpow....huhuhu..I got ang pow too although I'm not celebrating it..you see when I was growing up in A*lor Se*tar, my father got a lot of Chines friends..even schoolmates are mostly Chinese...And another thing is the Lion dance..I used to be so terrified of it..but now I'm kinda questioning it..why was I so terrified?Heehehe..maybe its because of the loud noise of drums that scares children away..

Haiyaa..I thot I could write longer..but it seems my mind is not in the creative mood rite now. Something to do with Friday maybe???...

Friday, January 20, 2006

Once upon a time..

When I was small..during my primary school days mostly...I always wondered how does it feel to be an adult. Looking at my parents at that time..I always wonder things like...how did my father knows how to drive? How my mother knows how to cook..why do we have this Indian lady came to do the house cleaning...why do parents have to send out raya cards..go to banks...etc..you know all those domestic stuffs..to me its like my parents are sooooo clever.....

I also have this idea that when girls sleep BESIDE a boy..they can have a baby...(hahahaha..so innocent one)....that's why when my my parents and me went back to kampung and I had my boy cousin around, I always avoided sleeping beside him although I was at that time abt 6 or 7 years old..and always regarded boys as something yucky!!You know how boys at that age can be..naughty, sweating , filthy, rough and all the yucky stuffss...

I also think that babies come out through your stomach..meaning you have to cut the stomachla..And one of the games that I always play with my younger sis doctor-doctor or 'beranak-beranak'. My sister always been the 'victim' of being cut by me (the doctor)...hehehehe..well its a destiny then that she's the one to have the baby first..instead of me...

Actually there are lots more of childhood memory that I want to write about..but I need to re-organized the the thots first lah..

Friday, January 06, 2006

Today is Friday....

Urrhh..what a boring title!..Heheheh..sorry la..cannot make up my mind abt the title though. Its been almost a week that we have gone through in 2006...cepatnya!!

Been doing almost nothing since this morning...there goes my new year's goal to become a better employee..hahahaha..plus today is Friday..my heart already goes to Saturday...

Have been browsing through the internet, and suddenly I came across the TV series synopsis of the Nanny.. the series is one of my favourite comedy series during my secondary school days..apart from Friends. I dunno abt you guys out there..but among the series that i can go on and on watching would be the Nanny, Friends and Sex and the City...luckily I can still watched this on Astro...my husband could never understand this habit of mind though...sorry hubby..hehehe..

I think i better stop here...get up lazy bone....go and do your work!